So Last night I decided to do a little photo-manip. I did this zombie one in about 2 hours i suppose. I'm a procrastinator so time isn't really a factor when it comes to stuff like this LOL. This is my first successful zombie manip. I've attempted others but they just didn't come out right.
It can be found at my Deviant Art page which includes all the stock image info.
Deviant Art
Recently....I've figured that I have emotional baggage......I never though of mysel like that. I mean everyone has their problems but I never hit me that even as hard as I try to change...it all could still follow me in any other relationship I get into. Or anything in general. I need to be more open which I'm trying to do...but maybe not trying hard enough. I need to just sit face to face with someone and spill everything. I know I'll feel so much better....I'll feel happier. I look at certain people around me and they seem happy. Now I kno they probably have their shit load of issues but still. I can be negative...I need that positive light....I don't what to rely on anyone else to provide that for me. I'm always on this whole "independent women" complex. I know I can get by without others or being in a romantic relationship.....but somethings.....I wish for that....but then I'm like nope all that shit is just extra distractions and useless emotions. I know when I find that guy that I really like and want to be with...i'm probably going to fall for them.....really freakin hard....I wont't fall....i'll probably plunge LOL
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