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Dear World,

Religion is like a penis. It's fine to have one and it's fine to be proud of it, but please don't whip it out in public and start waving it around... and PLEASE don't try to shove it down my child's throat.

Sincerely, tired of hearing your religious stuff

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Dear Twilight fans,

Please realize that because vampires are dead and have no blood pumping through them, they can never get an erection. Enjoy fantasizing about that.

Sincerely, Logic

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Dear Martin Luther King Jr.,

I have a dream within a dream within a dream within another dream... What now?

Sincerely, Leonardo DiCaprio

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Dear Bella,

They have sex on True Blood all the time.

Sincerely, Edward's just not that into you

Forget Me Nots

Eyes Swell

Eyes swell, sleep is the only thing I crave inb order to make it all go away
just so i can deal with it another day
at anohter time other than the timeless moment I am now in
It's like these tears can fall for eternity.
There's no aliviating the heavyness of my eyes.

for a split second I contemplate cutting all the ties
crucifing all the lies
for a split second I contemplate running away
just so i can deal with this in a different way
in a different manner

Hard to breathe when my nose is stuffy and running
my voice monotone.....through this phone

Words that Accumulate

And shouting “I want you” does me no justice.
Words that accumulate in my mouth I force back down my throat.
In result I will choke,
and suffocate, Asphyxiate boy it’s murder u wrote.
Holes in my head spill love songs and love quotes.
My emotions in a voyage, will they drown will they float?
I’d seen you, I fiend you but to another you belong…
and by the summer you’ll be gone.
And these feelings for you darling will implode like atomic bombs.
You're something new and something true that at first had past my eye....
but after adrimation, fixatition i fancied having you as mine...
So I’ll flirt with you like something wicked and hope that u get the hint
Cuz if I could have you I would have you and having you would just be it…

Feeling something Wicked

Emotions are truely something else. I have waves of anxiety that come and go. Disappointment and anger have built up. But I chose to disregard the anger and disgust. I shall not fall to that level. I must focus on what I have and be thankful for that. Things unsaid run through me head....All I ask is for you to be real. But in this day and age people are always concerned about hurting another's feelings. I'd rather know the truth no matter how painful instead of be surrounded by ignorance and lies. That's no way to live in reality. I just gotta be positive.It's Not like i really got folks to talk to about this kinda stuff...they're are no longer around really....I find reading my philosophy book comforting...it's kinda like my bible -_-

Spring Breaks coming up

So like yeah. I'll be heading back home on Friday. I'm ready though. I wanna see my family and hang out with friends. I like school and everything but there's nothing really here for me now. Gotta move on. I'm just trying to focus on myself and not let my emotions get the best of me. I'm an emotional person at times. I rarely show it. I'm trying to be open but I see how people get treated and how emotions can just run wide...I'd rather control and keep mind oppressed in order to avoid the frivolous stress.

I'm trying to study abroad in France. I'm just worried about the money and if I'll be able to pay for it. I'll do my best to get this scholarship and grant applications in. *sigh*

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On a different note I've been listening to Jonny Craig from the band Emarosa. I love his voice so much to the point that I wanna make love to it LOL :P